Saturday, March 19, 2005

i thought i was realli seflish..all i wanted was the answer...i nvr bothered much about how she was feeling...i asked the obvious....acted dumb den acted undmb...i dunno wad i m doing...i guess its jus means alot to me .... i m sorry.... if u cant answer it...u dun hav to...my mind is in a big whirl..i feel so dumb...sometimes...i jus hate myself for the things i do cus dey r jus so stupid... it was dumb to try n squeeze the ans out of u...at tht point of time...i jus wanted to noe so much but didnt noe wad to say....sighz...

i m starting to believe tht Jared's theory of for every good thing tht happens...a bad will follow....if thts realli the case...i rather good things not happen.....

|cowpoo| 12:00 AM|

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